Never could I have imagined that when I got married in 2011 that we would have such difficulty staying pregnant. Most are ecstatic when they find out they are with child, me, I was afraid, concern, and a little overwhelmed at the mere thought of becoming a parent. I wasn’t 100 % on board. I had recently been demoted and I didn’t believe we were financially able. Once, I got over myself, I embraced the idea of being a mother and the joys that come along with it. I remember someone at the new job I started prophesying to me that the thing I didn’t want, I was going to lose. I was already in the state of miscarrying.     That’s just the beginning of my story. Hi! My name is Davine Carter and welcome to Joy for Mourning. I have been married to my husband Shawne Carter since 2011. He is the protector of my heart, mind, and soul. I love him to life and I am grateful for the life we have together. Here, at Joy for Mourning, we will explore my experience with having several miscarriages. W